DISASTER!!!!!

ADUI...mock osce was such a disaster for me...haihz...i was so nervous doing the mock osce..practiced so many time even with my pillow...but wat it turn out to be???nothing less than disastrous...well...it all started on yesterday...i thought like hey nothing to it..for the first 2 history stations...juz ask questions nothing much...then came the examination of the patients..the question said examine the legs...calvin's mind was examine the legs only or start from the hands...pondering for a few seconds n then decided to take the step of examining all...FINISHED...FINISHED...dr juriah was the examiner...she said NOTHING!!!!...like wat the...i saw she put a huge SLASH on my paper...i was like wats happening..next was dr timothy song...worst still...did the same thing even if they ask to examine the chest..AIYAK!!!wrong move again...this time he walked around me like doing some tribal dance...then it came to debriefing....wah...my name was called out by both n they said the same things...FOCUS ON THE QUESTION N THE PARTICULAR PART OF THE BODY...U HAVE TO FOCUS..FOCUS...FOCUS..dat will stay in my head like forever...so embarassing...then i peek n saw i got 4/20 marks...so sad...depressing to see this man...thank god its only a mock osce...if tyhe real one means goodbye cruel world...nothing much exciting happening lately..got datelines to meet...gotta study for the haemato exam next week...so far behind schedule...have to make up for it...salsa has been the only fun thing in the week so far but it has hit a road block..im in between a fork road regarding class now...no idea if wanna continue or not but kinda leaning to yes...aahahahaah...SALSA 3 HERE CALVIN COMES...PBL has been a drag...so little time..if mock osce wasnt bad i tore my pants with a screw stuck out of a chair...wat a day...luckily its like quite small n the pants is black...cant really notice...wat a day...not the worst day but still...................................